An ending of 2011

Sometimes you got rejected or ignored by some reasons, you wouldn't give up easily.
And thus you put all your effort , tried & tried , hoping for a miracle .

Eventually you got nothing but experiences. Failure experience.
You wouldn't try anymore , you don't want to depress yourself, you've exhausted of being a fool.
But still you don't wish to move on even though you know you couldn't get what you want .

As time goes by , you only realize that in fact you've already let go ..

A full stop of high school life .

Phew ~~ Bye SPM ! :P

Yesterday was my last day of having exam in my high school . Sad but true ..
Chinese Paper 2 is killing me !! Damn hard ! All of us shocked when we saw the question.
By the way, I have tried my best . No regrets !

Last day of wearing Baju Kurung . Bye , my uniform ..

Before I leave , I glanced to 4th floor * The memories of 5Harmoni 2011 *
Hmms .. :(

Special days

04/11/2011 Graduate day !

Tears welled up in my eyes when we hugged the teachers who had taught us , but still I can control not to let them fall . Also, I hugged my friends and wished them good luck .

Had a farewell party at my house , we invited teachers also .

To commemorate our memorable moments in secondary school , I've made a video . ^.^


07/11/2011 My Big Day :D

Had a great celebration with my lover . Your plan totally surprised me !
Btw, Thank you lover , I ♥ u .

Ah huh ! My dearest monitor , although your plan has failed , I appreciate too .
You're the one who can bear my temper xD

Thanks for your gift

And thanks to those friends who had sent me wishes :)

11/11/2011
A very special day ! Hope it can bring me luckiest .


Is sad to say 3 days more and I'm going to sit for my final examination in my high school ..
S - P - M !!

Therefore, I should stop here and study . Bye ~

October

Finally, exam is over !!
Finally, I'm willing to update my bloggie ^.^

Trial exam has passed, but SPM is coming !
OMG !! I'm not ready yet haiz

Bye guys. It is time for me to do my revision .
Fighting !

Decision

This unknown relationship between us has been maintained for some time. You brought me joy and sorrow.
I will not ask you the same question anymore. Even though I ask how many times, I will not get any answer. I fell fed up.
I thought that even we are not a couple but I can feel the way you treat me different from other girls, but actually not. I don't see any different.
Meanwhile, I'm jealous . Maybe. I'm all flustered!
Other than that, now only I know u just treat me as a BFF ! Sigh~
I thought .. we're not just that simple. But now, it might be my thought only.

I want to text you every time but I'm afraid I'll disturb you for study, so I rather my phone out of credit.That's the only way I can control myself not to text you.
I remember those memories you had gave me, but you may not see this as a same thing.
I enjoyed be with you every moment, I treasure that we have walked together. I will not forget it.

Even today, as I still wandered by your side. Day has passed again and again.I realized that I can't let my heart keep growing. It tells me to stop. I know I should make a decision. This situation is really hard to me. I'm really confused whether I left or not.

I think my heart has given up. I'm sick but I still have to let you go, because you left my heart, because you're not in my heart that you used to live in. It looks like I'm looking for your space.

I'm glad to know you, you're such a nice friend.
The moment you're sent to my side, my heart is gratitude. I'm truly thankful .

Hari Koko 2011

Yesterday was our school's Hari - Koko Day .
Oh~ yeah , I like that! I like those programs especially Hip Hop Idol !
Mario, me & Jac keep shouting .' Wow . Encore Encore !!' xD That's what we shouted

Taekwondo . So man ! xD

Before the end, we joined the Chicken Dance


everyone laughed while dancing


Finish !

Although the choreography is a bit awkward, we enjoyed dancing too.

I hope next year's Hari- Koko I'll be available to come back to participate in or watch the show.

Yummy Cakeeee !

Hey guys , I'm back ! Finally willing to update my blog ^.^ Tee-Hee
Originally me and Jac want to participate in Cake Decoration on Hari-Koko , but eventually canceled :(
Because of time constraints must be completed within 45 minutes, and we don't think we can finish that. So sad!

It's okay, I felt better now.
We've done a cake and so we got an experience.
After school, my sis fetched me and Jac went to buy the ingredient on Monday.
Had a lot of fun when we're making that cake. We non-stop laughing because of the cream xD
Let's take a look~

The theme is SPORT. So, we chose football :)

Nice? I don't think so xD
But my friends said nice * hey guys, I know you're comforted me
Anyway thanks :)
And the taste.. Hmms ~ I think not bad. Yea, that's great ! Yummy ^.^
I like it! I like pastry, dessert and all the sweet things hehe

The next, I decided to make cookies . Hope that I succeed. God bless me !

Yah ~! I have changed my blog song. I love this song !!
Onew !! His voice is soooooo soft,warm,charm and.. I dont know how to express . Lols
If you listen you'll understand what I'm talking about . Chu~!